I’m excited, like in moments before you unwrap a gift. It is easier now to remember the good things not the bad. Hope is poised like buds waiting, tiny perked blossom. Promise cards/calendars read,”From this day I will bless you...” it started with Thanksgiving month. Every day feels closer to dawn, I want to lean back a bit, and rest on blessed assurance.
But first I’m stepping back from some territory: letting go of circumstantial evidence to the badness of human existence & self.
Not good?
I do think it’s good to be like that, like a child with no bitterness attached to the way we accept life all over again; accept our own capacity to be good, yeah that – forgive ourselves too, in the eyes of God alone who is perfect.
If you’re thinking I’m sitting in a cleopatra tub of milk floating with rose petals, no I’m not. I’ve at least 2 good reasons to give someone a tongue lashing…I have my own personal hate list that God keeps (yes God, dyou mind:) …keeps reminding me to shred.
But as these last days of 2019 narrow down over the weekend and we plan a candle lit midnight with a few friends, I’m truly looking forward to shredding to ash some emotions I’ve picked up along the way not on the 31st, but right now. Looking forward to stepping into new ness, not merely on the eve of 2020 but deep in the crevices of my ME where an Unshakable Kingdom exists. We choose life, we choose death, we choose in-between states of grey:
Hey, choose Life.
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Thank you for sharing!.. 🙂 “The only thing that stands between you and your dream is the will to try and the belief that it is actually possible.” ― Joel Brown
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Thank you Dutchll, great quote. 🐛🦋
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Wishing you happiness
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And you Derrickjknkght😇
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I look forward to more of your excellent and inspirational writing and art in 2020.
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🌻🌼🌷⚘
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I love it. You are right on. …” where an unshakeable Kingdom exists.” Awesomeness.
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Yes Mary, the Unshakable within never ceases to fill me with awe. Wishing you absolute security in Him who protects
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Life it is, with an abundance of joy
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Aye. For sure. Wishing you the best!
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Sweet post!
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Katelon, thankyou 🌻
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